Monday, May 30, 2011

The 1st day of the 3rd week of our clinical posting... So what do you expect? :P

It's amazing how my legs are getting less tired than the previous weeks..haha

Also, we are improving more on our skills in the ward. Not only that, we also have improve on our communication skills during the interview session with the patient.

Usually, I'll target a patient that is actively speaking. I don't want the type of patient who answer me a single word when I'm asking him/her a question. I want more information from the patient according to her explanation or experiences before.

Today, there not many students from the other institutions attending the shift because this week is supposed to be a holiday for Gawai. But, only us and a few others from the other college came for work today. This makes the ward less crowded with student nurses and there is less competition for grabbing certain target procedures. :P

So, Wednesday and Thursday will be a public holiday for the Gawai celebration! I can't wait for that. I'm going back tomorrow afternoon after my shift has ended. Tonight I'm going to pack my stuffs and get ready for tomorrow. :D

Today, we got to do wound dressing finally. But, I only act as the assistant for my friend..hehe..

Today, we met a patient with a very big tumor on her rt breast. I've never seen that before in my whole life! But, I felt very sorry for her condition. She's such a brave and determined lady.

Hmmm...forget about that. It's not appropriate to talk about someone else. It should be confidential for the patient. Anyways, I'm not revealing the patient's personal information though..hehe..So, just assume that her name is Madam G. :)

I hope Madam G will go through the operation and everything would be fine. I want to see her live her life without any burden. God bless you, Madam G.

Overall, today is quite a busy day and we didn't realize how time fly so fast. And you know what? I really like today..hehe :)

Much Love, Sue xoxo

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Where would you like to spend your retirement?

oww...Paris :P

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If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

Hayleona Eve Mayrione Victor..hehe

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Do you believe in ghosts?

YES! @_@

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If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

Blake Harnage! XD

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Do you have someone special in your life?

uh huh...hehe ^__^

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If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?

cheeseeeee :(

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If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?

French :D

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If you could be on the cover of any magazine, which would you choose?


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What's your favorite drink?

Green Tea!

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If you could master one skill what would it be?

cooking XD

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Cats or Dogs?

Cats. Specifically the blue-eyed cats (Siamese cats) >o<

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Sunday, May 1, 2011

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?


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If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

Paramore or VersaEmerge!

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If you had access to a time machine, where and when would be the first place you travel to?

I'd like travel to U.S during my high school years..haha

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If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?

being in the nursing course. :(

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Are you an introvert or an extrovert?


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What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

Peace be with you..haha

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What's the secret to happiness?

trust and understanding

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If you could only watch one TV show what would it be? :P

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Would you rather be a vampire or a werewolf?

vampire XD

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Do you believe in luck?


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What's your favorite drink?


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What's the best gift you've ever given?

a silver ring :D

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What would be the best thing about being a vampire?

you'll have a very fair

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Do you believe in God?

Absolutely! I'm proud to be a Christian :)

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If you could look like anybody, who would it be?

Hayley Williams!! XD

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What's your favorite season of the year?

Spring :)

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If you won a million dollars what would you do with it?

Shopping time!!!! :P

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What's the origin of your name?

I've no parents get it randomly I guess..haha

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Would you rather be a famous musician or a famous actor?

a famous musician (it's hard to act..seriously..hehe)

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Who inspires you the most?

"HBomb" XD

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What was the last book you read?

Cleo Magazine :D

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If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

Hayley Williams
Sierra Kusterbeck
Blake Harnage

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If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

Hayleona Eve Lawrence

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If you could make one person fall in love with you who would it be?

BLAKE HARNAGE! (again?haha)

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What's your favorite sport?


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Who's your favorite musician?

Blake Harnage yall! ;)

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Would you rather vacation at the beach or in the mountains?

beach is more fun! mountains are kinda spooky and estrange..*___*

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Would you rather get up early or sleep late?

sleep late (I'm doing it

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If you had to throw away either your TV or your computer, which would you choose?

definitely TV

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What website do you spend the most time on?

Twitter I guess..hehe

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If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?

Cheese cake & green tea

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Who's the coolest person you know?

my own cutiepie sister, Nicole! xoxo

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Chocolate or Vanilla?


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If you could only listen to one song for the next month, which would it be?

Let Go cover by Blake Harnage (awww....^__^

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What do you think is your most attractive feature?

hair probably *__*

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If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?

laptop, wallet, hp

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Where'd you find out about


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Would you rather be rich or famous?

I'd rather be RICH. From there, FAME will get started!haha

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If you had the opportunity to live one year of your life over again, which year would you choose?


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What's the story behind your Formspring username?

'Susan' is my name. 'Its$ueyall' is inspired by Taylor York's twitter name (itstayloryall) XD

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do you like me? yes or no? give reasons. haha :P

yes coz you're rock! haha

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Thursday, April 28, 2011

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

unpredictable me

Today is a very relaxing day for me. No classes or any other events.
OSCE, which is our clinical exam for nursing will be on this THURSDAY.
WHAT??!! Another 2 more days to revise everything..
But what am I doing? - sitting and staring in front of this laptop screen for the whole day doing nothing but online and procrastinating..
I don't know whether I should hate myself for doing nothing and wasting my time..
I just think that (maybe) I'm sick and tired of studying and I wish that I could do something else : BEAUTY-related things
nahh...booo me for being such a jerk... :(
I realized that I have become lazier and lazier each day..
I'm the type that like to do last minute work..
Whenever an exam is coming, I act as if I am confident enough to do it..but the fact is that, I am just a "FOOL"..
So, the answer is - I hate myself for always being a "FOOL"

Tomorrow my friends and I will discuss and revise all the important procedures that might come out during the exam this Thursday.
I'm so nervous thinking about the examiners' faces especially the strict ones and the ones that might scold you if you do something wrong.
But, the worse kind of face would be the sarcastic one. I promise myself that I won't look straight into their eyes or I might freak out and can't concentrate on my procedure.
Yesterday, my senior buddy did brief us about the OSCE's setting and flow. I am so thankful to him because he told us everything from the beginning till the end.
Hopefully, everything will be fine and go on smoothly this coming Thursday.
I will be the last group to perform the procedures in the afternoo. So, I'll have quite plenty of time to revise in the morning time.
Goodnight bloggers! :)

Thursday, April 14, 2011

midnight madness

At N-I-G-H-T, I don't sleep (can't sleep actually)..haha..

And this is what I do - My face as a "masterpiece" @ "drawing board".. :P

2 different eye colors for each eye.. just for fun though..silly thing...LOL

brown/ natural for left eye

purple/pink for right eye

then, I braided my hair


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Somehow... @__@

I just saw her album which was posted a few minutes ago.

Firstly, her profile picture really caught my attention to see her wall even more. And that's when I saw that particular album.

I scroll through her pictures one by one and all I could say was "WOW"...I was so amazed and happy to see all of them celebrating her 21st birthday together.

She celebrated her 21st birthday together with her family, relatives, her bf and her bro's bf as well. I was shocked to see my cousin bringing her gf but that made me proud of him though.hehe..

I bet they were all having a very good time especially her who was the birthday girl. Plus, her bf was there too and finally they met after a very long time.

Done with all the pictures, I took another glance at all of them at once. Somehow, I envy them but it's not that I hate them. They're related to me so what's the point of hating each other, right?

How I wish that ......(kinda personal somehow).....hmmm.......:(

Anyone won't understand what I'm trying to say here..
what a "hanging" storyline...
I'm the only one who knows what the crap I'm talking about..
so, who cares..this is just a 'sigh post' of today..
but now I'm OK..yeah..okay I guess...*convincing myself*

Monday, April 11, 2011

Do you have any scars on your body? If so, how'd you get them?

of course. falling, tripping or getting hit by something hard form those scars, scratches, bruises and, my skin is very sensitive. it turns bluish/purplish/greenish (just name any colour..haha) easily after being knock by something hard/rough

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What A Day..hehe..hihi..huhu..hahahaha =)

I woke up at 7.45am today just to prepare myself for the TMX presentation (IT class). Actually, we were supposed to meet at 9am with the other group members to submit the assignment but I've told myself to get up early as I'm a "tortoise" when I'm having a shower.haha..

So, we all wore pink attires today and I did a natural look for myself for the sake of our presentation. Our topic is about breast cancer and our group's name is associated with "PINK RIBBON". That's why my group members planned to wear all pink today.hehe..

First of all, we had a CPBN class at 10.30, in which we continue to do the procedures about bandaging and the setting up of an intravenous therapy. The only thing that I'm still not expert with was doing the spiral-reverse bandaging. I just can't make myself do the thing properly. I wondered, is it due to the fact that I'm a left-handed? Nooo.....that's not gonna ruin my confidence. I just need to practice more so that I can get used to it.

The presentation started at 2pm today. There were so many groups who are going to present their websites. Unfortunately, not all groups (including us) were able to make their presentation today because of the time limit :( So, the lecturer decided to postpone to next Monday. That was so sad..we have to come again for the presentation next week..huhu..

Despite all these tensions going on, my friends have been planning to go to the cinema to watch a movie. The plan was made yesterday while we were burning the midnight oil to finish up the assignment webpage. We decided to watch "Ghost Must Be Crazy", a funny plus scary kinda movie. It's just like the "Scary Movie" to me.haha.. We had so much fun tonight and really felt like the burdens carried from last week have been released. :D

Thanks to my cool buddies for making the night so amazing and fun. We have been screaming and LOLing so hard at the cinema today..hahahahaha =)

Sunday, April 10, 2011


Alright, I wanna clear up everything at this moment regarding the previous "issue" that I've posted just now.

I don't think the "outsider" will stay with me. Thank God..

There was no signs of knocking the door, which means that my room is safe from being "booked" by any of them.haha

I'm not trying to be mean/selfish but I really don't like sharing rooms with other people when I am already being comfortable alone. I'm used to it until now.

But it's different when I'm at home. I like sharing bedroom with my own siblings. :P

When I went out of my room and talked to my house mate, she said that another two of our house mates will share their rooms with the seniors. I was so excited upon hearing that.

Luckily, my own room mate didn't check out her name from the college list although she's not staying with me anymore. If not, I would be considered staying alone in this room. Thanks, room mate. :):)

Ouh mannn....... :(

Darn it!

I heard the medical seniors from Sibu will be coming back to this college. And I heard the college office lady was talking to one of them outside the room just now.

This means that they will be looking for empty rooms or anyone who have no room mate.

I will be one of them whom they will look for because I've no room mate right now. Plus, I've got another house mate who also don't have a room mate. But hopefully I'm not the one to be chosen but my other house mate.

All this while, I've been staying alone in this room and I'm free to do anything I want without anyone looking at me or disturbing me.

I hope the college office lady doesn't know that my previous room mate is not staying with me.

Although my previous room mate doesn't stay with me, she still leave most of her stuffs inside this room like pillow, bed sheet, locker and she even lock her cupboard. Her clothes and other stuffs are still in the cupboard.

So, if any of the seniors want to book my room, I'll have the appropriate reason to make her cancel her 'booking'.

I really hope that outsiders are not allowed to come to this room. Everything belongs to me now. I'm not going to let anybody sharing room with me.

I'm comfortable staying alone because I can do anything I want. I can sing out loud, dance like crazy, yell and etc......

Please...please...please........dear Lord, hear my prayer.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Done with the 2nd day of posting of the 2nd week.

Not much procedure done today as the objective is just to do oxygen administration and using the pulse oxymetry.

Though the objective is stated so in the book, but we couldn't do anything about it because there were no patients on oxygen tank or need the oxygen badly.

So, all we did was interviewing the patients by taking their past medical history and some other related backgrounds. By doing that, we are also doing the Nursing Care Plan as well (which is the 1st objective needed to be achieved last week).

Today, our clinical instructor in on leave so we have another C.I to replace her in order to supervise us throughout our posting. And that really make all of us relief because there was no one yelling at us if we make any But, next week we will be facing her again..:(

The fun and amazing thing today was that I finally passed my blending technique!hehe..thanks to the blending brush that I've just bought a few days ago. This is the 1st time ever that I blend my eyes quite well and I'm so amazed with the result. :P

I still have to improved my skills in blending because it's the key to nice, blended shadows. 

I told ya..if only I could become a make-up artist, I would definitely do so rather than being a nurse in the future..hahahaha

But, that would never happen to me because I'm destined to become a nurse. Nurse is a noble profession and highly respected nowadays. That's okay because as a nurse I can still be a make-up artist on my own. Who says nurses can't go to work without make-up?

Every profession needs make-up and that's only applicable for might need them as well but not as much as women due to the fact that "we are who we are"..haha

Anyway, I am satisfied with that look today. It's called the "Natural look" which is wearable for you to wear to school or work whenever you want something natural for yourself.

Ouuuhh....seems like I've been rambling too much about my look..sorry bout

I think I'll end it here. I need shower right now.. It was so hot in the ward just now. See ya in the coming update.
p.s : FYI I seldom update my blog..too bad for me..hahaha :P

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


I feel so sick right now.
Already got the mild signs yesterday but today it's getting worse.
My feet feels cold, my throat is itching (probably being infected from a friend yesterday) and the worse feeling right now is that I have a mild cramping sensation at the abdominal region (due to the fact that I'm having every "girls' problem" right now).
I can't stand for a long period of time as my hip would get tired easily.
Crap! it's horrible to be in this kinda situation.
Plus, our clinical posting to the general hospital will be on this Thursday.
How am I supposed to cope with it if this goes on?huhuhu...
I don't wanna attend to the patient in a sick and weak manner.

In fact, I can even list down some of the nursing diagnoses and that will be :
1) Pain at the abdominal region
2) Altered comfort
3) Fatigue
and all these are related to that girls' problem thing..hehehe

And 1 more thing that worries me a lot right now (EXAM....)
It's the last paper for tomorrow.
But, it's driving me crazy because there are lots of topics to study.
And it's all about the Digestive & Musculoskeletal System.
It's such a boring topic and that's the thing that makes me feel like I'm not in the mood of absorbing anything from the notes given especially about carbohydrates, protein and lipids metabolism.
Hopefully, I can do my best in preparing and revising everything tonight.
p.s : stop playing facebook's game, tweeting and Youtubing for the moment. :D

Sunday, February 27, 2011


I just got myself a cute little Domo this morning. I'll start my Domo collection soon! lol

Monday, February 21, 2011


Yeah..the title says it. I was on a 3-day vacation to Sabah and Labuan last weekend. I flew to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah on Friday afternoon just after we had a short briefing about the coming exam with our lecturer. I thought I was going to be late to check in at the airport but then when I reach there, there were not many people queuing at the counter. Thank God. :)
This is not the first time I go to Sabah and Labuan and yet I was pretty excited because I love travelling and seeing interesting places. So, I don't want to ramble anymore. Let's get on to the pictures that had been taken during the vacation!

the new shopping mall called "SURIA" in KK, Sabah

Inside the ferry, on the way to Labuan island. It took us more than 3 hours to reach there.

@ Ujana Kewangan, the so-called UK in

mirrors are everywhere so don't let go the chance to take some shots..haha

this is not a fake's real..what's your perception on this?

3rd day : @Kundasang,Sabah. The view of Mount Kinabalu from far. It amazed me so much

That was pretty much about the short vacation that I had experienced last weekend. I took a flight back to Kuching on Sunday @2105. We were rushing to go to the airport all the way from Kundasang. I was fortunate to reach the airport before the last call for checking in was over. I thought I was already too late for that but thank God we've made it! Right now, I already miss the fun that we had during our 3 day vacation. I wanna go there someday once again. And it must be a long holiday vacation which will not interfere with my class schedules. I'm longing for that!lol :) :) 

Monday, February 7, 2011

So, Josh Farro = Novel American & Zac Farro = The Tunnel
Anyways, hope u guys have a great future and continue to inspire others. Love u guys though.

going crazy at home!! :D

testing :P



me as Hayley Williams a.k.a dra-cool-la and sis as cat-eye monster

Sunday, January 23, 2011

College Dinner 2011

our dance performance of the night

our dance choreographer, Michelle :)
After Class dancers :D

family pic (2 mumies + grandma n her friend + 6 gorgeous daughters) LOL

we're sisters!

with my youngest sister, Anith @ Karen :)

Friday, January 7, 2011

I want the old Paramore back :(

josh farro

this is what i miss the most ;(

the things that remain
i really miss the old Paramore so much. i miss how they r close to each other n be like siblings. but ever since they had made a very sad decision, i felt so frustrated and down. the new Paramore is kinda 'silent' without the Farro brothers. no more Zac n Josh. why did this happen?? what's the overall meaning of their recent album (Brand New Eyes) which they consider as seeing things or situations in a whole new perspective? "letting go the past and just see each other in a new way". so what's the point now? because "all we know is falling" once again. the history repeats itself. whenever i think about this issue, there is no other way to act. only God knows what they r struggling with right now. hopefully, every member of the band forgive each other and start off with a new future. i hope to hear the best from them after this. after all, Paramore is (still) a band.
going camping tomorrow! can't wait to go swimming (although i really can't, BBQ and lots of other fun activities.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011


i'm having a flu today. i've taken my medicine and hopefully i can get well soon. :(

last xmas.. :)


As u guys can see, I'm new here and I'm just about to start blogging. :)